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My dear Michael! 
I do not know for sure whether you have time to read this or not, but I still choose to write to you just in case.
I just want to tell you, that for 28 years I have always believed in you, and loved you very much (since I bought my first tape, when I was 9 years old)
I have supported you and always defended you, and I will continue to do that for the rest of my life. I will always be here for you Michael, the world is not the same without you in it. My heart is filled with love for you, and you deserve every piece of my heart. My soul and my heart belongs to you. I love you for the wonderful man you are Michael. You have a beautiful soul, and you are so loving, generous, sympathetic , intelligent, goodhearted, kind and caring. I have always admired your incredible strength and your great courage, and with your lovely personality you are a very good person. Thank you for being who you are Michael!!!
Since June 25th 2009, not a day has passed without that I've been worried about you, and thought about how you are feeling. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Of course, I wish with all my heart that you will come back soon, but please take the time you need. When you are ready to return, when you are strong, safe and healthy, and everything is organized like you want. Then I hope you will come back, and get the chance to live the life you always wanted. But do not forget to take care of yourself Michael.
You have been through so much, and throughout your life you have given so much of yourself. So much love to people all around the world. I know you`ve always wanted to do this, because it is a part of who you are. But now, the time has come for the world to give something back to you Michael!! It's the least we can do for you, you deserve all the love and kindness you can get.
It would be great to meet you one day, just sit down in peace and quiet, and talk with you. I think it would have been a good conversation, I actually feel like I know you a little already Michael, because I've been with you on your ups and downs in all these years. Although, it`s only through various media. It's a strange feeling. Sometimes it is actually painful to feel so strongly about a person, who is so far away, and so far beyond my reach.
But it is not always easy to control what we feel. My love for you is so strong and unconditional Michael, and it has always been that way. I am a hopeless dreamer, and I will never stop (it's part of who I am). I know that sometimes dreams come true, and this is the hope I hold on to. As you once said Michael: "Without hope, we are lost."
There is so much I want to tell you, so much I want to share with you and thank you for. You've been my inspiration for so many years, and in difficult periods of my life, you have helped me through, with your beautiful songs and lyrics. I've always wanted to help people, and through my job as a nurse I do it every day, and I thank you for this Michael.
I miss you so much, and I love you from the bottom of my heart. My love for you has never faded, it just keep getting stronger every day (if it`s possible to get any stronger?!!)
I will always love you, and God bless you and your beautiful children Michael.
There are so many questions, but the answers are so few, all I really know, is.
I Love you, and I miss you!!
Edited by MJ-Beautiful soul - 9/1/2015, 21:42
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Michael!!
Thinking of you!!
As I sit here,
thinking of you.
All my thoughts,
are gray and blue.
I wish I could see you,
I wish I could.
Then maybe my life
could be understood.
But, still I'm down
and Thinking Of You!!
I love you unconditionally, and I miss you very much!!!
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Che dolce.... 
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MJ-Beautiful soul.
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Michael, where ever you go, my heart goes with you!!
You are always in my heart!!! 
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Michael!!!
I will always be here for you my dear, and I love you for the wonderful man you are. You mean so much to me, you make the world a better place to live in!!
I hope to see you soon, and may the sun shine in your heart forever!!!!
Just call my name, and I`ll be there!!
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My dear Michael!
When I feel that my life is hard and difficult, I use to write down my feelings. That`s how I get through difficult periods of my life. Since June 25th, life has been very hard, with so many tears, frustrations and dispair. You`ve been a very big part of my life for 28 years. So you see, losing you was like losing a part of myself. The strange thing is, that I have never felt that you were completely gone, I still feel in my heart that you are here with us. No matter what, you`ll always have my heart. You have been through so much pain, and I can not understand how you find your strength. You are amazing!!. You deserve so much more, and I hope you remember that you are not alone in this. After you disappeared, I`ve written a lot. I would like to share some of this with you Michael, because I want to tell you how much you mean to me, and my feelings for you. Please remember, when you read this poem that I have written to you, that I am far from a poet, and english is not my native language. But, apart from this, I hope you will enjoy it.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!
Michael, I just don`t know what to do,
it`s so hard to describe with words how much I love you.
I pray to God every night that you will return,
every day I miss you so much that my heart burn.
Every time I see your smile my heart beats faster,
oh!, I hope this will not end up as a disaster.
For me you are the most wonderful man,
if we were together I would never let go of your hand.
I feel so close to you even if you`re so far away,
if you ever dare to let me into your heart I will be there to stay.
I`ve always felt that you and I belong,
I want you to know that my love for you is very strong.
When I dream, I dream about our two hearts and soul embrace,
that you and me are in a beautiful and magical place.
But then I wake up and understand,
that you do not even know who I am.
I love you more than I ever loved anyone,
and I know for sure that you will always be the only one.
As long as I live, my love for you will always stay the same,
although you probably will never know my name.
To feel such love for someone I can never get gives me much pain,
but somehow I always continue to hope that this feeling should not be in vain.
You have taught me that we must never lose hope,
but this years have been so hard I no longer know how to cope.
In your anguish and dispair I`ve always been there with you,
and every time you have suffered, I`ve suffered too.
I really hope that I will meet you in person some day soon,
we could talk all night and walked under a beautiful moon.
All my life I have been searching for that beautiful true love,
but you are the right man for me there is no one above.
I know something for sure I will never stop dreaming about you and me,
together forever, happy, just like a beautiful life is meant to be.
This kind of love is not easy to find,
to love someone with body, soul and mind.
I will always be here just waiting for you,
I really do not know what else to do.
Michael, you are the one who can make me whole,
you`re captured my heart and touched my soul.
To think that I will probably never meet you is my biggest fears,
that`s one of the reason for all my tears.
It`s very hard for other people to understand why I feel this way,
that`s the reason why I keep it close in my heart every day.
For me this feelings is so true,
and I know that I will forever and always love you.
With all my love
Well, I hope you liked it Michael, despite my bad english!! :ehm:
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Dear Michael!!
If ever you need me,
I'll be right here,
To chase away the sadness,
And wipe away a tear.
If ever you need me,
I'll be two steps behind,
To follow in your footsteps,
And hear what's on your mind.
If ever you need me,
You'll never have to fear,
That your presence isn't important,
And your love isn't dear.
If ever you need me,
I'll always be around,
To bring back the laughter,
Where deep in your heart it's found.
You'll never have to worry,
For I'll always be here,
To chase away the sadness,
And wipe away a tear.
I am here for you, Michael!
I LOVE YOU!!!
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My dear Michael!!
My love for you is very strong and unconditional, do not ever doubt that Michael!!!
I miss you today, as I did yesterday. I've missed you since the day you disappeared, and I will continue to do so until I see you again. I can not help it, my love for you is too strong!!!
You really are the sun in my day, the wind in my sky,
the waves in my ocean, and the beat in my heart!!!
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, SOUL AND MIND!!! 
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My dear Michael!!
I look at the sunset,
I look at the stars,
I see so much beauty.
But when I look at you
I see so much more.
You surpass any wonder,
Any star, any sunset.
I would walk a million miles,
Just to look into your eyes,
Just to say I love you!!!
If loving you is wrong, then i dont want to be right!!!!
Love is like a butterfly hold it too tight and it'll crush, hold it too loose it'll fly away.
Michael, I`m gonna hold it just right because, I LOVE YOU!!!
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Michael my dear!!!
FOREVER is not today, not tomorrow or a century that will come, but a lifetime!!
And I promise to love you FOREVER!!!. ...........
Everything I do, I do it for you!! ..........
www.youtube.com/watch?v=9EPwpMAt-PQ
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Dear Michael!!
Love will remain!!!
I will offer comfort,
When I see you in pain.
I will give you hope,
When stormy days reign.
I will lift your spirits,
When your emotions drain.
I will hear you out,
When you need to complain.
I will always love you,
And that is how I will remain.
I really do love you with my heart, soul and mind! Without you Michael, I`m lost.
I do, cherish you, from the depths of my soul, it's beyond my control, I've waited so long, to say this to you, if you're asking, do I love you this much? Yes, I really do!!!!
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Michael, my dear!!
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How very special you are, my dear Michael!!
Your presence is a present to the world.
You're unique and one of a kind.
Your life can be what you want it to be.
Take the days just one at a time.
Count your blessings, not your troubles.
You'll make it through whatever comes along.
Within you, are so many answers.
Understand, have courage, be strong.
Realize that it's never to late.
Do ordinary things in extraordinary ways.
Have health and hope and happiness.
Take the time to wish upon a star.
And don't ever forget . . .
For even a day . . .
How very special you are!!
You are very special to me Michael, I just wish you knew how special!!
And I wish you could see yourself with my eyes, because then you would understand what I mean. I wish you could feel what I feel in my heart for you, then you would understand how much I love you!!
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My Dear Michael!!
Tonight I want to give you this beautiful poem about love!!
There is nothing more important in life than love, is a gift of one's inner most soul to another, so both can be whole!!! Love is like a butterfly in so many, many ways.
It brings a bit of sunshine even on gloomy days.
It makes our souls feel lighter just to know it`s there
And gives our spirits wings, as if floating in the air.
It carries us to places that we never knew before
And comes in many sizes, shapes and hues galore.
Once we`ve seen it, we wish to hold onto it so tight
But like a frail butterfly, we must allow it free flight,
For if we should try to cage it up and hold it in a pen,
We`ll surely crush its wings, and it`ll never fly again.
To keep that love glowing in our hearts each day,
We must remember always to give some of it away.
Every little bit we give to someone else to share
Comes back tenfold, and we`ve so much to spare.
Put your love on gossamer wings, and give it flight;
It will return to you, and bring you much delight.
I love you to the end, and back again!!!. -
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My Sweet Michael!!!
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