This is a very serious Article, with Information that I usually do not like to talk about much, as it is in my case, too personal. I love Michael, and I have endured a lot with him, especially due to our Twin Soul connection, the twin flame link in our common Soul. I felt every suffering and fears and anger with Michael, and it honestly, my Life was totally thrown out of it´s normal Path since I met him in 2007 in Santa Monica and we got to know each other in Person.
I understand that the Fans out there, want Justice and want to know what happened. It is very honorable how the Fans keep researching and investigating for Justice for Michael Jackson. I love you guys for that and I know, Michael sees all your efforts and is very happy that you still remember him and support him. It is even more important now in a way, because he cannot defend himself directly by Statements, when they lie NOW, so WE have to respond to their Lies, for Michael.
I do not and cannot talk intensively about these Topics, as I needed YEARS to gain back my balance in Life and it really endangers my sleep and my health to think too much back on this time and how Michael felt in 2007, 2008, 2009 and how he passed. That is the sole reason, why I do not blog and talk constantly about June 25th 2009. I can´t, as his Twin Soul. Its like thinking back on a traumatic own death and it brings back flashes of the trauma.
Me and Michael prefer to focus on the NOW and the future, and think and spread POSITIVE thinking and faith. There is also not the same situation for me as for anyone else on this Planet, regarding this, as I have Michael still and I see him, hear him, he can touch me and hug me and put me into Bed all that (for protecting my sleep he does it constantly, daily, since early 2010).
For me, I AM TRYING to bring positivity and healing to the Fans, not take in the OLD NEGATIVITY AGAIN. I cannot do or say things Michael does not agree with or tells me to publish to begin with! I would never do such a thing, I was half dead when I began publishing things for him because he came back and did energy pushes inside of me like giving me the literal energy to do it and not feel shy about it. He wants his Fans and loved Ones TO KNOW HE IS WELL AND NOT BE PLAYED WITH BY DEVILS ON EARTH THAT KEEP THEM IN A LOOP OF LIES AND DEFAMATION LIBEL TABLOID CRAP!
When Michael Jackson began his Show Business Career, he was still a small Boy, a Child. That is what people call “Child Star”. Most Child Stars do not even make it to an adult Career, because the transition is very hard. The public knows you with a certain Look and face, and then you grow up and look, well, different and older and some do not recognize you anymore. Besides that, some Child Stars, it seems, are liked as little “cute Kids” in Movies especially, but then when they grow up, the public suddenly does not see the same Person in them and it would have to be like a total New Start of a New Career from scratch.
Michael Jackson was one of the few exceptions. Elizabeth Taylor is another good example, which is why they got along so well and understood each other. Elizabeth was a Child Star as well, and grew into a beautiful Woman enabling her a further Career. But she always said that “she had to fight” for her success, it was not made easy for her at all.
So, in Michael´s case, he was suddenly now the Child Star of the Jackson 5, with the Band he had built with his Brothers and Father Joseph Jackson. Motown enabled the launching pad for Michael Jackson´s later career, by opening the initial Doors into Show Business back then. But to me Michael said, that the main inspiration for him was his Mother Katherine, because she really was the Singer, the Voice in the Family. For Michael, how she sang to him as a Child was like hearing a real Angel singing. He always believed that his Mother would have became a very legendary own Singer and Performer, if she did not have her early problem with her leg. So Michael also danced and sang for his beloved Mother. When he told me this, that was just so sweet and I can imagine how it felt for her to have such an incredible boy. Joseph Jackson was like the strength and discipline, and Katherine was the source of true Magic.
Michael Jackson had big difficulties accepting many things that “adults do”. He always remained kind of the same inside, as he also did not have his free space in life to discover himself much. He did take a lot of time off, was not very public, during his Youth. This was also based on his Acne skin problems, which made him feel very bad about himself and after he heard female Fans mock his looks coincidently once, he got very depressed over his acne and looks and started to “hide himself” a lot. The female Fans had said something like “nooo, this CANNOT be cute little Michael, Michael is not that ugly!”
This is a big reason why there are not many published Pictures of Michael Jackson from that time in his life. It actually layed the foundation of Michael´s self doubts regarding his looks and skin later on, and with the later public tabloid bullying it became much worse. I myself never understood that, Michael always looked good to me! Besides, bit of acne or rough skin is kind of sexy on a Man (later when I met him he had rough skin with acne scars a bit on his cheek area especially). A man does not have to be all baby-smooth skinned. Do you agree, female MJ Fans?
Overnight Spiritual War begun in Tabloids and public Information Channels against Michael….
Michael Jackson began his Music Career at age 5, or meaning, he began singing seriously, aiming at his Vision of becoming one day “the greatest Singer ever”. As a little, cute Boy his entry into Show Business was smooth and without any interruption, and that in America too (biggest Music Market worldwide).
This is a whole other part of Michael Jackson´s life, than ANYTHING on how his life became after 1982.
So, now after releasing his legendary Album named THRILLER, his whole life changed drastically. He always said, it happened “overnight”, it was that fast.
First, in the years initially after the Thriller Album Release, it was only stupid type tabloid lies, that made no sense. Nothing too serious. They had questions about his changed Appearance and skin changes, then the whole sexual orientation question, then mocking him a bit claiming he is “like a Girl” or even “a Girl” and pretending as if he has no male gender, physically. That was at the border already, because no real Man likes to be called “a Girl” and Michael felt insulted about that one. He told me that himself and looked very serious when he said so.
The first time “they” surprised Michael Jackson with sudden and horribly false Child molestation accusations was DURING his Dangerous Tour in late 1993. The same year he had given in the Spring earlier, the famous Oprah Interview Live from Neverland, where his Home and private collections, symbolism and items became visible to the public for the first time since his big Changes after 1982.
Michael had only good intentions, when deciding to do this public Interview, and he did not make any prior agreement on the Questions to be asked, he was free flow talking in the most honest ways you ever seen in Hollywood. Usually, Super famous “Stars” do not talk that honest ever in public, and everything it pre- planned with Questions and a list of Questions to NOT ASK, and all that. Michael was exceptional, when he gave an Interview, he really did give one. He did not give many, but when he did, he did it right.
He was giggly, serious, almost cried at certain subjects, that is how Michael is. Very extreme emotions, very sensitive and intuitive, very passionate. When angry, very angry. When happy, very happy. He tried to talk about the INNER CHILD IN ALL OF US, a soul thing he had a big message for based on his life and life-long reflections on the topic. He loved helping Children, because it gave him a feeling of “making up for other Kids what he did not have”- Fun, Games, Laughter and Joy. And an Adult to really SEE THEM and understand them. All Children love Adults like Michael, that stayed young in heart and can joke around and be goofy with them too, that is something all should LEARN FROM, not judge.
But the “misunderstanding” and such claims from the side of the attackers and liars, has ZERO anything to do with reality; its only an excuse to deceive the public. There was no question ever about if Michael is even gay or not, to the Industry people that spy on all their big Artists ANYWAYS. They knew about almost every Girl “he found hot” ever, and would also try sneaky tactics to KEEP WOMEN AWAY FROM MICHAEL JACKSON, so he stays alone and they can use him as a Money Machine only. They also wanted to control that part especially, as a strong Woman on his side would have had “too much influence on him and his decisions” – they thought. He told me all this himself and with details I cannot go into here.
The DANGEROUS ALBUM Message, the Videos, the ancient Egyptian Black History Truth, all that and the honest warning Songs about the types of Women who are just like these Men that were jealous of Michael, stalking him, spying on him, attacking him with lies and public defamation tactics, well, the Dangerous Woman, symbolically he speaks of, is about Women that are everywhere in Show Business and around such famous Guys. There are sadly such Women, that can be ice cold I guess, and sleep around for some Career and Profit, and all kinds of things. I do not want to say any Names, but I did before mention on this Blog who he said was a pure “artistic inspiration” for the Dangerous Song. A famous, blonde Singer…
Michael Jackson disliked extremely such types of Women, the elbow, jealous, obnoxious type Women, that lie and manipulate all jealous, trying on Purpose to hurt “his Baby” and make her believe, that he had Sex with them. Like a Femme Fatale, that sneaks to some Guy that is in love with someone else, and tries to play nasty false Games to break them up and abuse him, for Sex and Power Games, Money, Fame all this stuff. He also wrote a lot of Songs throughout all his Solo Albums about “Groupies”. Michael never thought positive of that, even if it was mainly “Fans” that want to do such things with him, he never liked the idea generally of any Females abusing their Femininity in any way, to manipulate and play mind games and power games in false ways.
That is NOT real love and has nothing to do with it. And Michael was always all and only about LOVE. Michael loved Women, and only Women. It is his nature.
So, to Michael, those false pedophilia accusations and defaming public tabloid lies about it suddenly, without proof or truth at all, really hurt Michael´s soul. It hurt him really, really bad. Imagine, a sensitive, well-meaning, golden-hearted Man, totally innocent, hearing suddenly how some people make up SUCH LIES about him? Can you imagine how much this hurts a human being and traumatizes also psychologically?
He was already dating/approaching Lisa-Marie Presley BEFORE these accusations were made public, and the Press kept lying about this point then the whole time as they were together, trying to live and be happy.
Why do you think, Michael Jackson, that is a family person, would go secretly marrying on some Island, without any guests or anyone knowing, hmm? To keep his private space, TO GET married and enjoy some honeymoon without disturbances.
The honest truth is, Michael did not ever plan to “pay off” these accusers. This is not some private Dude, this is Michael Jackson and had a public job, public reputation, public security questions needing many bodyguards and all due to everyone knowing him. That makes such a situation completely different to begin with. And then, you have lawyers in your neck literally pressuring you into doing that and even starting the procedure without your approval. So, Michael gave in, thought, “okay, maybe they know better than me what is best and I can forget about it and move ahead”. He trusted his lawyers advice, thinking they are more rational because he was so angry and hurt emotionally which wanted him to go to Court and fight those lies strongly. That is the honest truth on how HE FELT. He wanted originally, to go full on to Court and fight these lies strongly, like a totally angry victim of serious false Accusations. Such false Accusations are one of the biggest crimes, according to law books. Meaning, the people that did make up those lies, should be at least investigated, and certainly such things need to be watched out for when someone is super rich and super famous. But all these points show you even clearer, that this was a Hollywood thing going on- an attack on him as a public Figure, on his Fame and Success and social Influence…
After the 1993 “scandal” they made up, where due to his lawyers advice and pressure Michael made a settlement with the accusers and GAVE THEM MONEY THEY WANTED TO BEGIN WITH FROM THE START, he tried to move on.
The tabloid wars, and the effect it had on him how he described to me in very open and honest ways, destroyed his Marriage with Lisa-Marie Presley. That is how he felt. Like he “is not being allowed to be happy with his love”. It angered him, it hurt him, it brought a lot of imbalance into his Marriage as he was under this public tabloid war pressure, and at home, not able to stop thinking about it, walking up and down all night as she tried to sleep.
She went through a lot with Michael, she meant well. That is always how he spoke of her, never bad. Honest yes, but never bad and he would be very fair, in my view, and tell me also openly about the mistakes he has done with Lisa Marie, and he always seemed to respect her deeply as a Human Being, no matter what. That is one of the things I appreciate about Michael the most; he is really a Gentleman to deep down into his Soul.
His public battle with the press lies and all this that was by now out of control and very ugly lies, made him feel more like a warrior increasingly, and he would work harder and harder, exhaust himself, break down physically, risk his life basically, like “fighting with his Music and Dance, the WORK, against the Lies”. Lisa Marie did not understand that, as she simply was a different type of Human Being. She lives a different life, more “normal” and not so public, she never liked the public Michael said.
I can totally understand her in this point, I also do not like how the public is and behaves sometimes and all those things.
But I also understand Michael, because what he was going through, was different and he had every right, to defend his very Soul. Such intimate type of horrible lies, are like a “soul rape”. And then publicly too, he felt like “everyone in the World thinks he is a Pedo when he is not”. That was like a constant “stalking horror” in his mind, as they would just not stop it and continue to mock him, and lie about this stuff in full public tabloids worldwide so everyone sees and hears it.
This is why he would tear increasingly his clothes in his dance performances and do his signature “Scream Vocals” in his Song Performances. Archangel Michael Style, fighting against devilish Lies.
That is the whole, honest and very clear truth he put into his Song duet with his supportive Sister Janet, named SCREAM.
This time, strangely again right after his next big Interview in years, with Martin Bashir. That guy searched Michael´s private luggage in some hotel once, like going through Michael´s underwear basically. That is not how any “interviewer” of any Documentary or Exclusive Interview with some Celebrity behaves normally. Think about it.
So all these things, and then, suddenly new such horrible, same style and manner nasty false accusations- AGAIN. And honestly, that was too much for Michael´s innocent, pure and very sensitive Heart. That is the honest, spiritual truth on why Michael had to ascend when he did ascend.
I understand that people on Earth think about death in certain ways, and “want Michael back” and it was horrible what happened, and the truth is very ugly- but in the end, does it really matter? What about now? Do you think Michael is “not here anymore”? Why do you think that, who told you that this is true?
Michael is not done yet, and he in fact won through his Death, because this was like the biggest trick played on the Devil, by Archangel Michael in Person. Angels never die, he just moved into his original full spiritual Form again to finish the Devil from Spirit. And he is still doing a lot of things for the Planet, and can do so even stronger now with God´s direct help and support, and of course, many many other Angels.
You can decide with your own mind and free will, if you want to remain in negative energy and sadness, anger and all those things that MICHAEL HIMSELF LEFT BEHIND AND HEALED FROM NOW, or you can tune in and be happy again, appreciated that he was here in human form and did all those wonderful things to get a pure Message across, dancing and singing, peaceful, and then, how he fought for truth and justice for years, without any giving up or hesitation.
Michael Jackson fought for what he believed in, under the worst storm of lies and devilish lies attacking and abusing his very Soul. He still kept going. He kept going even harder and stronger, because that is how Michael is and anyone that knows him really personal and up close, knows that about him. He always had this unique, very strong, unbreakable will.
And he still does.
Decide now, to be sad, or happy. But always remember;
The last Song that Michael Jackson ever worked on when here on this Planet physically, the last Studio work he did himself and commissioned for release himself knowing it is the way he likes it in mix and mastering and all pre-production process, was named THREATENED. He is in it making a threat to the Devils warning them TO NOT TRY AND ATTACK HIS TWIN SOUL, AFTER HE DIES. Look at the Lyrics…
Michael Jackson also meant to send a “spiritual, ghostly Threat ahead of his death” so that after, his dark-minded enemies that abused him in life so much, can listen to this and know for a fact that what they dream, sense and feel is real and Michael will get them all, because he is the strongest Spirit- not just “some Ghost”.
He is ARCHANGEL MICHAEL- Surprise, surprise, Devils! Michael Jackson is ETERNAL.
Wishing you dear Readers all a wonderful Weekend, with lots of Focus on Healing, Light, Love and Happiness!
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